One of our last assignments for this marking period is a blind contour drawing. For me this is harder because it was a BLIND contour drawing. It took me a while to pick a drawing to use as my final draft. After that I had to think hard for my sentences too. Every sentence I chose though, took at least five minutes to think of. No matter how short the sentence is, it took a while to think of. Each sentence hints into my life.
The first few are obvious:
My name is Jillian Caputo.
I am 15 years old.
I am an athlete.
Everything else means something more.
I am not tall. Most people would think that is obvious but it really isn't. It has always bugged me that I am short because I love field hockey and I am a goalie. The average goalie is tall and big. I have to work that much harder to be faster and more aggressive than the other goalies just to make up for the disadvantage. Sometimes it is just annoying to be shorter and it is not fun. Also a lot of people know I don't like being short and they try to annoy me and it always works. Its hard not to get annoyed. Sometimes its just like, will you not?
I have OCD. I don't technically have OCD but, their are certain things that make it seem as if I do. ALL of my equipment for any sport has to be perfect, clean and organized at all times. All my notes are super organized and anyone could figure them out. The only thing that isn't organized is my room. My room is a disaster zone.
I have bad knees. I have a knee cap tracking disorder that leaves me in a lot of pain sometimes. I have to wear knee braces during all sports. Even walking around school hurts sometimes. Currently I am in physical therapy three times a week to try and prevent surgery.
I do not like failure. It is not that I am over-competitive and will cry if I ever lose but, when it comes to certain things, I just don't like failure. I have straight A's because I freak out enough during studying that there is no possible way I can not get a good grade. During sports, I have to get into my focused mode right before games or I feel unprepared. I make sure that I have no way to fail.
I like playing field hockey and softball. These are my two main sports and I love playing them.
I DO not like being call Jill. I have never once told anyone to call me Jill and have always specifically said call me Jillian if asked. Yet, all my teachers and any adult find the need to call me Jill once they meet me. I don't understand it but, I won't say anything.
I wish to get all A's on my midterms. I am starting to feel the pressure of midterms and I do not like it. I will now be going into hibernating/studying mode for midterms.
I want to be a teacher and a coach. I have known what I want to do with my life for a while now. I have been volunteer coaching for over two years now and I absolutely love it. I really think that since I love coaching as much as I do then teaching won't be much different for me.
I dream to play field hockey in college. I love field hockey. I want to coach it and play it for as long as possible. I play field hockey year-round and have already started looking for my school. Playing year-round is the way to get to on a college team. Next month I will be going to Orlando where I will play in a major tournament and there will be about 100 college recruiters there. I would do anything to fulfill my dream.
I will follow my dreams. Enough said.